i know its my wrong for not blogging, i'm really busy these days with my college life :( 
homeworks everyday, test everywhere ! how am i going to survive 2 years here?
sometimes i think i chose the wrong choice, i should stick to my plan 
which i always wanted to take course something like Laksamana so i only 
have to concentrate in one course instead of geo,maths,eng,accounting.


i've suffered alot in geography, dont understand a single thing about it
and i am going to sit for a test tomorrow? how ? help me?!
i am having accounting test as well tomorrow but luckily it was only basic 
like double entry, accouting concept and those. Luckily no DEPRECIATION.
i am sick of depreciation, i want to learn new topic instead of depreciation ! 


ohh and i have alot problems in my relationship these days, 
sometimes i am thinking of giving up and put more concentrate on my studies.
but there's no one replace him yet, :) get what i mean ? 
i wish there's U turn in my life so i can do one more decision ! 
a decision that change my life alot, but things just turn out to be like this.
i want time to go back 3years time ! 2007 yo :s


i think god know how i feel. Non of my friends nor my family will understand how i feel
how i suffer. In the outside people might think "damn, you and your boyfriend was sweet !"
but In the inside things are different seriously. if i tell you the stories 
you all might tell me damn, he dont deserve any chances :) i hope he dont read my blog lar.


Anyhow, dad borrowed me his NEW IPHONE 3GS and i am addicted to it :((
he only borrowed me for 2 sweet weeks mahn :S where got enough ? 
i want it to be mine. heheheheheh *greedy*  i hope my daddy dont know how to use 
so it will officially be mine in the next 2 week (6) !


and also some lifeless spammers came to my chatbox and spam again
i really dont understand why they just couldnt stop spamming ? 
Maybe they dont understand English :) because i did wrote something 
above my chatbox something like " please dont spam my bloog, be courteous please "
but they still spam like theres no tomorrow. what for ? 


I think thats all for now yeah ? 
i'll blog once i have my free time ;) !
off to study now


last but not least, 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI JIN :)
we know each other for more than 3years right ? 
something like that. he's way too good and yeahs 
he still single go find his facebook and start add him hehe JOKE




sign off,
8.47pm
Melinda