LoveSick


this few days i dnt think
my relationship go well.
almost everyday we argued
i dno if it's my problem or his.

i felt so fucked up everyday
almost everyday i said sorry
when it isnt my wrong too.
i just dnt wan to get hurt or what.

i hate this kind of feelings.
why he cnt just treat me better
why he cnt just let me sometime
issit a must everytime i let yu?

eventho i am nt the one who wrong
i need to let and to say sorry properly.
even when yu said sorry is like
i force yu to say sorry to me.

if really is so forcing
then i reli dnt need yur sorry.
it might get more worse.

yu always think the negative way
when i keep explaining something
i reli wan yu to understand me but
not dnt blif me.

i hope yu reli did read this post of mine
because i dnt know hw to say already.
everytime i explain yu said tht
yu headache cus we argue-ed
everyday.

if possible treat me better
just a lil bit better will do.
just a lil bit polite sorry will do.



1.10am
sign off.
Melinda