Monday, February 23, 2009 at2:26 AM
i stayed at home today.
doing nthg. woke him up at 8
and go back to sleep again till
11+ woke up and mummy gone !
went to living room and watch tv.
hais. my heart reli like break into half.
even i change issit cnt take back
the feelings like before?
i dnt understand. what the point.
after i change it's still the same.
maybe i'll just..
i dont know.
i shud drag a person today
to mall with me ==
it was like SO fucking boring.
no msges.
christine fone me at 9
she told me tht if i wan to go fitness zone.
omg ! she told me late & is nt the right time having bad mood so yeah
i wunt b going.
in the afternoon i slept again
instead of kept thinking.
msg and no reply.
is like every 10 mins i woke up
and check my fone.
kept repeating the same thing till 5
i fed up & give up cnt sleep =x
went down and see papa come bk already.
watch tv againn..
i dnt think i have d apetite to eat tonite.
i might sleep as early as i can.
i dnt wan go to school with swollen eye tomro.
i hope tomoro will b fine.
i dnt think there's extra period
cus national day over.
every teacher is nt tht busy already.
esp econ. it's been a week we dnt have her class.
i reli hate myself.
this coming friday gonna bake cake.
choco cake i hope will success hah =x
sign off
6.35pm
Melinda
