looks hurt har?

reli been crazier this days :s
i dn reli have tht mood
i am nt reli tht hyper nymore
nt the happy-go-lucky melinda nymore

i've promise my mum nt to cut it
bt sorry. i jus have no idea
reli no idea. yu've made me dissapointed
i might b laughing outside bt crying inside
this few days my emotion are fake
i am actually jus act it.
it like i am nt tht melinda bt diff melinda

the real me nw is sad, cry
i cry everyday nite yu noe?
i force myself to bed.
force my self to happy
i reli need yu there
is like i am suiciding.
bt when i get into it
i think againn hw boutt mummy!?
hw bout my family.my friends
haix.

life is jus so miserable
i totally dislike this
make me so painful.
blogging is half of my diary
which some ppl can read it

IF YU HATE ME
DISLIKE ME OR WHATEVER
CLICK X IN THE CORNER
RESPECT MY BLOG.
SINCE I AM IN NT RELI HAPPY
THIS FEW DAYS I MIGHT
KNOCK YUR LIGHTS OUT